Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Silly

How silly of me to think that his pain in the butt qualities and the exhaustion of the last few months (years?) would mitigate the enormity of this loss. It's a little terrifying to realize how unprepared I am for this.
I want him back!
I want a "do over" of this last few months.
I want him back.

1 comment:

JS said...

You will have him back Kathleen, simply in a different way. The relationship continues: how you experience it is what changes.