I just took Chris to the airport.
And now I'm facing the rest of my life without him. I knew this would be one more level of realization but it still is knocking me off my feet. I know this is normal, I guess. But not for me. I'm not the emotional type. Has he changed this about me too? Am I ever going to get back to my old normal? What the hell is normal? What am I going to do with all this left over food? He's not around to eat it!!! What guiding principal will inform my use of Time? Will it ever get easier!?! How long? How long??
I just woke from a dream fragment where I found him in an attic apartment and he called out my name.
I want to go back to sleep and not wake up.
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