Holding Pattern

The ache in Gil's legs is somewhat better, though it varies from day to day.  It makes me wonder if he will bounce back or if he'll be stuck with this.  

It's delicious to be off the chemo and dex but there's the haunt "what will the next chemo be like? will it work any better?" unsettling my thoughts at odd times.  

We're in a holding pattern; should know more after Oct 7th.